Autumn poem (reposted blog from 2006)


Gold is wherever you look 
– Lines written in celebration of a natural phenomenon 

Gold is wherever you look – 
up the treetops, down in the moss. 
Be glad; enjoy your fortune 
while you can feel and see it – 
this luck won’t stay forever with us. 
 
These are the days 
when the aspen shines 
more brightly than the sun. 
 
These leaves are the lights; 
the aspen trees the guides 
on your path to winter. 
 
No more green; 
no need for shade. 
 
These last weeks of the mushroom season 
bright chanterelles have grown – 
after the rain, the wind, the unpleasantness – 
in unexpected places, in aromatic abundance. 
 
Recall when all is dark, cold, hidden: 
rustling light; fragrant gold. 
 

(c) Maria Ljungdahl 2006

Fairy Tale

Can’t remember exactly how much of this picture was made from bitmaps in Windows and figures I cut and pasted from other sources, but there was a lot of work put into it – hours of digital painting with various tools – and I think the fairy is entirely my own creation, every pixel of her.

(copyright: MaLj 1996)

Jesaja and the easy life

A friend posted a link to an article in an American Christian paper. I read it out of curiosity, and found that it contained a somewhat interesting discussion about the present economical crisis and the texts by Isaiah (Jesaja) and other prophets. In times when life was easy, the prophets told the people to worry and grief, but in times of hardship, they talked of comfort and hope for the future. The author – Andy Crouch – in the article makes critical comments about (American) christians of today, as in the following example:

“We are a terrifyingly unserious people, our heads buzzing with trivia and noise. This is more true, if anything, of American Christians than the rest of our country. The stark contrast between what I experience among Christians anywhere else in the world—and not just the “Third World,” because Canada and Germany and Britain and Singapore come to mind as quickly as Uganda and India—and American Christians is astonishing. We are preoccupied with fads intellectual, theological, technological, and sartorial. Vanishingly few of us have any serious discipline of silence, solitude, study, and fasting. We have, in the short run, very little to offer our culture, because we live in the short run.
I am not hopeful because I think life is going to get easier in America. I am hopeful because I think it is going to get harder, and in a very good way. And I am hopeful because I think this means my children and grandchildren will live in a deeply and truly better world than I would have thought possible a few years ago.”

Complex, simple, objective, subjective

Music blogger Kyle Gann says:

“Of course, the Swift Boat Graduates always have a point: a lot of complex things go on in the brain in response to a Satie Gymnopedie, and ultimately the Encyclopedia Britannica is just a record of billions of subjective impressions upon which doubt could be cast. Those are interesting, important issues to ponder, but they are rather divorced from everyday life, and few of us can afford to leave everyday life for long. Subjective, objective, complex, simple, are all comparative terms whose absolute endpoints lie outside human experience; and if you’re going to swallow up those words into their intellectually derived absolutes, then we still need other words for the everyday meanings those words hold in conversation. What’s wrong with the Swift Boat Graduates is that they sometimes wax fascistic about disallowing naive uses of their pet words, as though once you’ve discovered a more sophisticated concept for the word, what the naive use once referred to disappears. This tendency threatens to bring musical discourse down to a grad-school level. Part of intellectual maturity is knowing when the exalted meaning is appropriate and when the quotidian meaning is just fine.
(…) if we’re going to connect the music we love with the world we live in, it’s not helpful to get in the habit of justifying ourselves with a special, circumscribed vocabulary. That way dishonesty lies.”‘

(I have no idea about what a “Swift Boat Graduate” is.)

Convallaria

Short meditation music from 2003. (Maybe more suitable as a commercial or other media jingle. Certainly not meant as concert music for string orchestra, at least not in this short form).

Copy and paste music

Following a discussion about this article I decided to put some of my old “compositions” with loops online, and I also posted two newer pieces to my site www.maritune.com.

The three first things are made with Roland DoReMix, which I got in a software bundle when I bought the SoundCanvas soundcard around 1995. DoReMix had presequenced 4-bar midi loops in different styles, which could be copied and pasted on a chart on the screen.

The two newest files are made with iLife GarageBand and Apple Loops. To the short example called “A Different Code” I added a couple of simple tracks which I played on the computer keys into the program.

The piece called “Exdream” is mixed in GarageBand (this afternoon) around an audio file from a midi recording I did with the Soundcanvas sounds on my first computer. I honestly think the piece stinks, mostly because the recording of my improvisation on “church organ” and “taiko drums”, etc, isn’t very interesting music, and certainly not a good performance or sequence job. However, I wanted to say something with this music, about life, folk music, pop sounds, attitudes and everything. Have a nice evening!

Yin & Yang

I saw in my stats that someone printed the score to the piano version of my piece Yin & Yang yesterday, so if there are any more fans of my music out there, here is a link to the page where the score is published, and an mp3 of a midi demo! Another demo version can be found at YouTube (see below), with the leadsheet and mp3 published on SibMus.

String trio arrangement

Allemande BWV 836 (arr. by MaLj for string trio) (1720) by Joh. Seb. Bach & Wilh. Fr. Bach

This “Allemande” in G minor (BWV 836) is from the music album Johann Sebastian Bach prepared for his eldest son. The “Klavierbüchlein für Wilhelm Friedemann Bach” was started around 1720, when the boy was ten years old. It is assumed that father and son collaborated in the composing of this keyboard (harpsichord, clavichord, etc) piece.

I have arranged this for string trio: Violin I, Violin II or Viola, and Violoncello. There are separate parts to print from the SibeliusMusic.com page, too, and the middle part is available both in notation for Violin II and for Viola.

The time signature (my edition) is 8/8 here, instead of the more common C or 4/4, but the tempo is counted in half notes from the start.

Classical networks

In an article on a new site for classical and contemporary music the composer Hugi Gudmundsson writes about his MusMap.com project:

Where everyone has access to everything, the genres which are not actively promoted get just as lost on the internet as the classical department in your local record store. (—) The MusMap project was not initiated to compete with social networking sites like Facebook. Those sites are intended for much wider use than classical musicians and composers need to market themselves and their work. Someone looking for a new composition or a classical music act for a concert would never look for it in a recreational social networking site. Rather than a traditional social networking site, the MusMap project is more of a collection of online business cards of serious classical musicians and composers.

True, or? Well, I know of contemporary composers and classical musicians who have got contacts leading to unexpected and otherwise not available jobs, collaborations and gigs through the big social networking sites, where this sort of contemporary or old-style noise is so easily drowned in the endless stream of more or less pleasant noise from tracks in more popular styles, and where the categories are abused (“classical” is used by members of Myspace Music for both art music and rock!) and search functions are difficult to use. There is obviously a chance that such things can happen. And – to say something about the slim chances for new composers to get their works known even in specialized places online – I know of a site for self-publishers of sheet music where an enormous amount of new original music competes for attention not just within its own fields of notated new music (educational, classical and worship music, lead sheets and arrangements of jazz/pop/rock/song), but also with almost as many arrangements of The Greatest Hits Of Classical Music and other out-of-copyright music, and a lot of the good and useful scores surely will go unnoticed. I think it isn’t always good to have a large catalog of works and a large and interconnected database of musicians, if visitors can’t find the things they might be interested in, because there are too many things, and you can’t search effectively. I don’t think it is hopeless, however, as I have written recently in a discussion on Facebook. (I forgot to mention some places like Yahoo Groups, Webrings and mailing lists, which I have participated in earlier to connect with musicians. There are probably other sites and resources I should check out, to understand where the technology is taking us and where the people are gathering for the moment!) This was my posting a few days ago:

I have been a user of Sibelius (and reader of the official tech chat page) since the beginning of 2002, and a member of the self-publisher community SibeliusMusic.com since July 2002, but only quite recently have I started to notice how many other communities and self-promoting sites for classical musicians and contemporary composers there are around.

Not all of them are meant for music publishing (selling or giving away sheet music), like SibMus, but most have at least some space available in the member profiles for things like score examples, mp3 audio files, photos and videos, and since a couple of years the friend networking aspect is a prominent feature on these places. On SibMus this is not implemented at all, so friendships made at that community is not a matter of seconds, just a click on someones picture, but an investment of time and attention. You have to read what people actually say first, and then look up their external email address and find up something to ask them…

Some other community/database sites I have looked at this far, are: Classical Lounge, Sequenza 21, Composition Today, Dilettante, and MusMap.

I have also tried the publisher sites My Score Store, and Melos. Of course there are also a lot of opportunities for networking and showcasing of music on Myspace, YouTube, and Facebook.

My belief is that it will become easier to link material and info about music from various sites when the web and information technology develops further. Much of the (old fashioned, humane, personal, even sincere and honest, but) time-consuming networking will become automized or at least very simplified through Google and other services. People will hopefully find what they are looking for (if they are aware of or suspect that it exists, of course!), so if our music or our skills as engravers or musicians are wanted, and if we have at some point put the info about it somewhere, there is a chance somebody will find and appreciate it. Our info doesn’t have to be stored in the “best” place (a prestigious database or an active community) in order to be found!